Shame and stuff

Shame. It's something I've dealt with a lot. Something I'm tired of. I'd like to accept myself as I am. But yet, it's really hard. I'm struggling with my life right now. Or it's been a struggle all the time, really. I kinda liked childhood, and growing up. Some things sucked then though. Like being told what to do all the time. Anyway, quit rambling now!
I'd like to show some behind the scenes stuff for RTWP. But I don't have a lot right now. But here are some samples.

Weird pose for Afrodite. Not really happy with this one.

Here is a showcase of my process in making a page. It's pretty fast now, takes about 3 hours per page. (It can takes 7 hours or days to finish a page if I really put effort in it, but now I don't give a damn :P )

 This is what a quick draft could look like, although this is way to detailed in this case, I wanted to see if I could make the page in with ink on paper but it turned out to be too cumbersome.

 When I draw over the rough draft I get something kind of like this above.

  

 

This is what the color layer looks like on page 21. I have my tablet pressure determine the opacity of the brush. I set the coloring layer to multiply and use a layer mask to have the panels and "speech bubbles" white. It helps. 

Finished page. 

That's all for today I think. See yaa.

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